I feel like I am losing my life because of the way i feel?

I don't know you bit can only say I have been there. It starter for me when my sister died of cancer. I'm 27 now and feel great. I didn't think about how tired or scared or depressed I was. I'm sure you are a smart beautiful woman. Love your self and say I can do or and find a place outside that gives you a feeling happiness and chill. Rember you are beautiful! You can do it.